What a night

Last night was one of those spur of the moment nights which turned out awesome for a reason you may not think of.

It began with me going to my friends house to play some fifa 15 which was such a funny experience, you have never seen people play it till you see us play. All we do is laugh at some of the silly things we end up doing, but anyways after that we headed out to his cousins house for a party and yes I got rather drunk and I am feeling it today, having if a move to quick I will be sick mornings but it is the price we way. It was lots of fun there and when we decided to leave we went to another friends house to chill and chat. It was here that something magical happened I truly let go of my step dads deaths. I know this sounds a little morbid but stick with me. I always thought I was ok with what happened but last night an out burst of feels that I have kept silent even to myself came rushing out. Tears flowed and voiced raised but this lifted a huge burden of my shoulders.

I have woke this morning feeling like hammered shit but I am one of the most blissful and cheery moods I have been in a long time. Just shows you that closure comes in the strangest of places

Namaste everyone have a beautiful day