Sudden realisation

Lately I have been really angry and pissed off at a few people in my life, I thought they were just getting under my skin and just generally being annoying. It was all stupid little things but they all built up to the point I began to feel hate. Now we all know hate leads to bad places.

But just now something clicked in my all those things that were getting to me were aspects of myself that I don’t like. I think some examples is needed, I get annoyed at someone interfering in my life but yet I do the same with other. I see someone being lazy and it annoys me but yet I am very lazy.

I feel I can see all this in front of me out of my soul and the universe showing me what I am being like, as we are we don’t believe unless we can see it. I think this is why I can’t get rid of this angry and hatred because its not them it is me , till I change I will keep seeing me bad points in others.

This realisation has been a weight of my shoulders, to know that I am manifesting all this negative energy around me is all down to me. Which means I can manifest positive energy.

As it is we create our own reality so its up to us to create the reality we want to be in.